Sorry but I’m back for like the 10th time today. I think one of the hardest parts of depression is feeling isolated. I understand being “depressed” and “having anxiety” are cool now, but I still don’t feel like there is anyone I can reach out to and talk with honestly without being sent to the looney bin. Everyone says let’s talk about this more because everyone is struggling, but if I were to talk openly everyone would spaz the fuck out. And when I I’m already upset – that isn’t helpful. Sometimes I just need someone to listen to me say I hate life and want to die. So I can share my feelings. Because I think if that doesn’t happen I will just commit suicide sooner rather than later.