I’m a bit out of order now but I guess I should explain.
My behaviour at work changed suddenly. I didn’t go to dinners and if I did, I didn’t drink. I can’t say much else, but as of May I no longer work at my job. This revelation has been beyond enlightening because it gave me a chance to learn about myself.
The boyfriend and I aren’t ready to live together so I’m looking for a cheap place. A shitty studio like my 20s. Loving life.
Also started cutting again. Trying to hide from everyone including the boyfriend, but it’s hard. Kinda fucked up one of the cuts too, and it’s really obvious. Still deciding how to explain it.